English is a crazy language

Reflecting back

When I met you for the 1st time, i didn't know we'll end up being best friends. My 1st impression on you was very bad.

But you prove me wrong. You show me how a real friend should care and love each other. I learn a lot from you. You were the best for me. You know all my secrets good and also bad.

You were always there for me no matter what time of the day it is. I really appreciate that. But you changed recently, I start hearing rumors about you. Honestly, I never believe one of them because I know you won't do that. Looks like I was let down this time. It is really unacceptable for me. I really wish I had never know a girl like you. You were a big part of my life. All those sad and happy moments you were always there. I miss you and I hate you at the same time! I hope you don't do this to other of our friends.

You have my word, I won't tell them about this. If anyone of them ask I'll create something up because the truth is really hard to accept. I hope you'll have a good life ahead and also hope that you'll change and loose all these bad habit you have. Take care...

Predicted?

Well, you just have to know from the beginning right? I never ask you to care or anything like that. Just be yourself. If you don't wanna be friends, it's cool. No one force you. I never know you will be so fake to me.

I trust you fully, you are one my best friend ever! It's really heart breaking to find out something like this. I don't even know wether to believe what you're saying or feeling right now. It could be fake out again right? I'm just disappointed. I hope i will never ever see you again. And don't worry, I'm not gonna tell our friends about it. Let them find out themselves. Anyways, thanks for all the good memories. Dunno if it's real or not, but thank you and I hope you'll change to be a better girl.

Weekly review

Hey guys, how's the weekend do far? I'm here to write what I encounter this whole week. Actually I can sum up everything in one word... But then, let's just write everything out and see how bad it went.

Was not feeling well and in a mood the whole week.... Monday and Tuesday were very hard to pass, doubts and unsure feelings make it even worst. I wonder when I'll have the courage to actually speak out my mind to that person.

Anyway, then came Wednesday, woke up with a cheerful mindset. I planned to get my father a belated father's day present after work. When I finish work that day, I got no idea hat got in my mind, I decide to take a bus home instead of my usual cab. The bus was pack! I mean like those sardine can type of pack! But nevertheless, I still took the bus. When I got down, I realize that my bag was half open, I lost all my cash and my office phone :( Thank god all my important documents are still there. Told my parents about it and scolded as usual. Well, shot happens, what to do right? I also want to apologize to the people I reply rudely or never reply at during that period of time.... I was really not in the mood and didn't want to talk about it. Thursday was a normal day at work. Everything was slow and nothing much happen.

Woke up to Friday with a very bad headache but still went to office. Struggle throughout the day and was having a really bad time focusing on my work. That night itself I got a fever and Saturday my temperature shoot up to 39.6~ it was just a rest and sleep day for me. Today I'm feeling better compare to yesterday... Just had my brunch and now just relaxing.

Good news is AJ is coming back next week... Can't wait to meet up with her. And we're also planning a vacation. Hope everything goes well la. See you guys soon :)

Test post

Yo!!!
1st time using my blogger app on my phone to post :)

Let's talk a little shall we?
The weekends was great! Saturday night was a wild one! First, met up with Joeyee at Empire Hotel. After that, went on a drinking rampage with friends and cousins ;) lost my memory after 1.30 AM due to multiple shots of tequila! I even drove all the way to Chow Kit for bak kut teh which I can't recall till now ><

The next woke up before noon.... Then went for my 1st RCIA class. After that we had a father's / bachelor's day party at uncle's pub *drink again* but it was fun!!! He eat, drank and danced!!! :) will post a video of my drunk cousin singing "hotel california" in the next post... Till then, stay happy and healthy always :)

By the way, change my blog song... What you guys think? This will be the theme song for me this year :)

Here are the photos of the mentioned events:



Bye!!!!

How did I fall in love with you?

Remember when, we never needed each other
The best of friends like
Sister and Brother
We understood, we'd never be,
Alone

Those days are gone, and I want you so much

I hear your voice
And I start to tremble
Brings back the child that, I resemble

I cannot pretend, that we can still be friends
Don't know what to say
I never meant to feel this way
What can I do, to make you mine?
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?