Just got home from what I can say as one of my wildest day. Was so close to loose someone who means the world to me.
Sigh.... Yes, I think too much some of the time, I felt abandon, left out and stuff like that for certain reasons. I guess maybe I was expecting too much from you? Nevertheless, I totally understand your situation. It's hard stay focus and be happy right now. I was wrong for judging you too.
I've learned that 1st rule of being a good friend is don't judge. You can't build true friendship upon initial judgement. I guess what I'm trying to say here is I really care for you a lot and when things around you get bad and me not knowing it, I tend to think something negative. I'm sorry for that.
For a few hours today, I realize that loosing you would be the worst thing that could ever happen in my life. It sucks so bad that I cant even think straight! It was a stupid decision I made when I was angry and I truly regret it till this very moment :( I can't imagine life without a person like you. My future will be so empty and pointless.
Anyway, thank god everything got sorted out and things are back to the way it is. I really hope this kind of stupidity will never ever cross my mind again. If you're reading this, I hope you forgive me. It was really harsh on you. I really regret it. And please do keep in mind,I will always care for you, love you and support you like you're my own sister. I will always be there for you. Good times, bad times, anytime! I'll always have your back and support you no matter what. I can't afford to lose you. Just that few hours today is like hell to me. I can't imagine what happen if it is longer.
Enough said, I hope and pray we'll be friends forever!!! :')
Sorry and good night :)
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