Something has to be done.....

Have you guys ever wondered how it feels when you put in 110% percent on someone and in return that person doesn't give a shit about you?!?!?! The worst part is that person is one of your best friend.... If I'm not mistaken, this is not the 1st time I'm writing about you here.... You've hurt me one too many times already... I just can't accept the fact that why am I still friends with you... Am I that stupid? Of course, I'm not saying that you are totally bad to me, but the bad is totally a few times more than the good.

When you ask me a favour, do I reject you? I'll try my best to said yes unless its totally impossible to do it. I always treat you as my own family... even a few of my friends would say I'm stupid to be good to you until this level... But I guess this is what I am...To be honest, so far there is only 3 person I met so far is like you and I treat them all just the way I treat you. I get you things that you like and etc... As long your happy, I'm happy. But as time passes by I feel that its useless, its like trying to clap your hand with just one side of your hand... I might be wrong... but I feel like what I've done so far, you don't really take notice of...

If I'm a bad person... I only need 5 minutes and a phone call and I can destroy your life for good... trust me... when I say I can do it .... I MEAN IT!!! There was a few times when I was about to do that but them its actually foolish to do such kind of things... So far I've realise one thing that really disturbs me... You prefer to have friends that like you because of your advantages and not because of pure friendships... And when I tell you this you'll tell me that I'm overreacting!!! Its so obvious that even a blind person can realise that... Once a while when I give you advise, its like just talking to the wall... You will give empty promises... I'm sure you think that what I'm saying is all rubbish... aizzz....

The worst thing that really gets up my nerves is that when I sms you or ask you to miss call me you wont reply... aizzz... The excuse you give me is always the same... no credit or forget.... swt.... I'm not asking you to reply every single message that I sent to you... But sometimes there are a few important things that I need your answer and I can't call you because you are maybe at class or with your family.... I've told you this a few times already... and what's the result? You'll reply my sms for a maximum of a week and then its back to the same again.... =.="

You've totally changed!!! You can't even think by yourself now... How foolish is that? I'm not the only one saying this, there are others too... What happen to the last time you? I really miss that person very much =( I'm not asking you to change according to what I think you should be... I'm just telling you what I feel... the rest is up to you to decide... To be honest, I don't think I can see you now... I really feel disgusted and embarrassed to have a friend like you... I think its better to forget about you and just continue life as it is... That way, I wont bother you anymore, and I wont have to face these feelings anymore.... You continue your life happily and so do I. I've already run out of tears and patience with you =(

To summarise this whole thing, I guess I can use 1 word:

DISAPPOINTED