Making that decision

YO!!!

Just like I planned, I didn't attend class just to stay away from this problems. I woke up around 9.30 and slept again until 12 =) it felt good, its been a long time since I had a real good sleep.

Once I woke up, I took my bath and then decided to have lunch outside instead of cooking. So I 1st headed to church and just did a simple prayer and sit there for a while. The environment is nice peace, quite, cooling, and windy =) After lighting my candles and a small prayer, I sat there for a while and did some thinking. I thought to myself, why do I need to suffer like this?!?! Since its useless to expect anything from that friend, I guess I'll just forget it and carry on my life as usual. I mean I will continue to be your friend, I don't care if you care about it or whatever, I will still be there when you need a helping hand and I wont expect anything from you which I hope everyday because its useless waiting out of nothing =( Anyway no hard feelings, it wont change to way I treat you, you're still my friend =)

After that I realize that I sat there for like 45 minutes... LoL!!! Was kinda hungry already, so went for the famous Ice-Kacang at my place.. enjoy every bit of it... Dinner was a different story, I got no idea what to cook so I just search something from the fridge and cook. Eventually the fusion didn't turn out good so I threw it away and just made a PB&J sandwich instead =.= ... Still hungry now.. aizz.. what to eat ar?? Tomorrow is a confusing day, Samantha will be at Penang while another friend which I've waited for quite some time is also here. Who am I suppose to choose to hang out with? aizz.. Anyway, thats all for this post. See y'all soon^

My candles of hope^^

The perfect lunch xD

Booi booi!!!
Peace Out \/

Kram™

Major Depression

Well I'm at Penang for only 2 days and I CAN"T STAND IT!!! There is two main reason for this depression, 1st will be the amount of pressure I'm getting from my dad about my future and 2nd is friendship =(

I often listen to my dad saying study hard its for your own good and bla bla bla... Usually its just listen and forget. But this time it really hit me. All of a sudden it makes me feel that I'm useless. So I had promise me, my dad and one of my lecturer that I'll do my best starting NOW. Starting from next week, my performance in class will be supervised by a lecturer. I hope this will improve my study skills. Secondly I will be at bed latest by 1. So I have to say goodbye to all those late night hang out and supper...LoL!!! I really want to push myself this semester and make something out of it.

As you can see for the past few post, I've been talking about this friend. Looks like things are getting from bad to worst. I really don't think she is taking this seriously. She just say it and then just forget about it. I'm really really sad about it. Lets face the fact, everyone threat their friends the way they hope they will be treat back right? But in this case, its more like a one way traffic. When I ask whats your problem, you wont say. So what is it actually? aizzz... I'm getting sick and tired of this thing already. I think its better to give up hope then to hope for something impossible...

Why everytime I have to be the one who apologize? And not you, when youre in the wrong?

New Semester

YO!!!

The semester has started. Like other few friends, I planned to go back on Monday morning. My plan was to leave the house around 6am and clean my room and then only go for class. But as you all know, most of the time things wont go as planned =) I eventually woke up at 8am and that also thanks to Teressa's  msn messages sound. If not, I also don't know what time I will wake up =.= Anyway, the time I reach my hostel was around 10am. I was shock when I found out that my room was so clean!!! Hahaha.... my house mate eventually cleaned it for me. So I quickly get changed double check my results and then headed to college. Our 1st class of the day would be Electronic Publishing which is thought by Miss Wahidah which equals to boring.

The next day was Psychology and EP practical. I must say Psychology is not something to play around with. Its either you know or don't know. We've got our assignment's topic already. I did a quick research on the net and has a lot to write about. I just hope what I find is relevant to it la... hahahaha. Next was EP,s practical it was kind of a smooth class. It's way much easier than my web page design class when I was at DIA...I have a lot of hope for this subject and I know I will do well. Wednesday will be no class for me so I'm at my home right now. I was surprise to see what my parents left for me on my bed, even it's just a pillow, I really love it^^. Thursday I will have a class but I'm still considering of going.

Alright that's for this post, working on another post right now... heads up for the next one^^


The pillow from my parents^^

Booi booi!!!
Peace Out \/

Kram™  

Final moments...

YO!!!

Well in a few hours time, Semester 3 will be starting... hahahahaha.. finally after a long wait. Can't wait to meet up with my beloved classmates. The pressure is off since we got our results earlier than others =)

I would also like to thank all my friends and family members for my birthday wishes, do keep does wishes coming. Even though my birthday is over but I probably celebrate it for another week or so... Tomorrow I might be celebrating with my secondary friends, strictly guys only and AJ also said she's gonna treat me... LoL Marcus and geng will be coming this Wednesday and I got a few more reunion to do. Its gonna be pack this week. Luckily I'm at my 100% right now.

Before I end this post, I would also want to sent a thousand apologies to my beloved friend who read my previous post. I've no means of hurting your feelings or to condemn you. I find it hard to tell you through the phone or even face to face thats why I write it here. I am so so so sorry about this misunderstanding and hope that everything will be back the way it is.

Booi booi!!!
Peace Out \/

Kram™  

Confuse and lost.. no idea what position I am...

YO!!!

Alright this blog is going to sound like I'm shooting someone but I'm not. Its just I got no idea how to tell and ask  you in real life so I'll write it here.

As you know, a few post ago I write about you and you also reply my post at your blog. I am still in a confuse state and not sure if its my wrong or yours. I would really appreciate if you tell me everything as soon as possible. If I'm really giving you a hard time please say so. Sometimes I feel that you are avoiding me... but hey, thats just a guess. It won't be true. I hope we'll have the time to talk about it real soon.

Booi booi!!!
Peace Out \/

Kram™

Last Day of fun for sem break

YO!!!

Like the days before, I woke up around noon and straight after my bath, I face the computer. If according to plan, there would be a gathering among our secondary school friends. So I called Chi Xiang to confirm the venue but he told me that it was cancelled, so I actually organised my own reunion. I only managed to get a few of them.

So the place was Segafredo at Auto City, there were only Chin, Justina, Wenny, Wendy and Chloe and also a few friends of them. I eventually get to know one of them a bit more better which was Grace. I must say, her style really is the same like Samantha's. After 10 PM, Justina, Wendy and Chloe went home while me, Chin, Wenny and her friend and Grace when to Boston's for dinner. After that, I sent Chin home since she is just staying near my place.

After that, me, Wenny and her friend planned to go to Coffee Island again but it was kinda late so we decided to hang out at Wenny friend's place and watch ghost movie... While watching, we all kinda fell asleep. Once I awake, it was like 3.30 so I decided to head back home.

I only managed to take a few pictures but it was a nice night with those girls^^

Here are a few pics we took:



From right Wenny and her friend


Chin, Me and Wenny



2 siao za bo.. hahaha =.=



Justina


My dinner @ Boston


Wenny with heer "sad" post lol

Alright thats all for this post... I'll continue 1 more right away

Booi booi!!!
Peace Out \/

Kram™

Crazy and unpredictable night...

YO!!!

It was my birthday and I spent almost 3quater of the day either sleeping or in front of the computer until I saw Jenny online... my primary school friend^^ I asked if they wanted to hang out at night and they actually agreed... It all happen quite fast and by 10.30 PM we were at Auto City's Subway having our dinner. The people who came were Sam, Jenny, Shindii, Boon Kai, Wan Thing and two more dudes which I forgot their name...=P Actually Yi Fan was supposed to come to but she could not make it.

After dinner we walk around for a while... I also met Iris at there working... whoa... looks like she changed her hairstyle and colour... Not bad at all.. ;) After that we actually planned to called it a day and go back but some how it felt like we never spent enough time together so we decided to head to Coffee Island at Gurney Drive. It was a very fast decision we made. We reach there almost at 1am and sat there till 3.30( close shop) and then we took photos outside at Gurney for the next 45 minutes or so... After that we decided to head back home... After sending Sam, Shindii, Wan Thing and Jenny, I reached home around 5.30.. It was really a nice night spending with one of oldest friends.. I really treasure the moment we had together and I hope there will be a next time with you guys^^

Alright, thats all for this post, I'll update another 2 if I'm not mistaken by tomorrow...


Us at Gurney Drive


Our drinks^^


Coffee Island's new menu

Booi booi!!!
Peace Out \/

Kram™

No more a teenager...

YO!!!

Today I'm 20!!! LOL!!! Well, good news is that I don't have to spent my birthday at McD like last year... hahaha....I got a lot of plans tomorrow but all are not sure, so I can't decide anything yet. Got a lot of phone calls from friends and also messages at Facebook... Thx guys!!!

I must say the highlight for tonight have to be AJ's birthday wish by picture and the Fly FM's DJ singing birthday song on air for me... It was really something simple but really special for I really appreciated it^^

Oh ya... Went to AEON Jusco with Shin and Sherry this afternoon to watch " All's Well End's Well too 2010" They were late... LoL!!! And I don't know we sat at our correct place or not...hahaha... After that I headed to AJ's place to meet her and Yoyo... chit chat for a while and then headed home.. It was really a nice day in conclusion and I think tomorrow will be nicer with all the activities and reunion^^ Hope to meet up with my old buddies..

Alright, that all for this post... look up for my next post soon^^

AJ's smile^^

Booi booi!!!
Peace Out \/

Kram™

Blur...

YO!!!

Tomorrow I'll be leaving for Penang.. I hope all my sickness will be gone by then. Right now the flu is getting better the infections are gone but the bleeding will not stop.. =( To be honest, I'm not really looking forward to go back to Penang, I'm really trying to avoid a few people I call them "friends" and I hope its possible, they really make me feel sick for what they have done and the worst part is that person doesn't have a clue what they had done... At 1st I thought it was me too sensitive... but I try it out with other friends and their reaction were the same as me. So, the problem has to be with you. Really hope you will change la but to be honest, I don't think you care also. Its better to play safe and reduce conversation with you cuz I'm sick and tired of repeating the same thing all over again.

Enough about that, talk about something more positive..=) In a few days time will be my birthday!!! LoL!!! Can't wait for it to be honest... For the past few years I've never celebrate my birthday with family or even friends. Well unless I'm the one to open my mouth la... so that does not count... last year was the worst..LoL.. I celebrated at McD all alone at midnight while waiting for Samantha which never came at all...=P Well this year might be a little bit different, I might be celebrating with Rui Ling, Ling Sean and Ming Fhong... But still not sure la or I'll be celebrating with my secondary classmates at our gathering... Well just hope for the best la. I actually wanted to throw a BBQ party at my house but I can't get the approval from my parents so it's either this 2 or same like last year... LoL

Well since I'm leaving at night, I still have the whole day for me so I'll be probably running around KL  getting stuff for friends and do some final shopping =) There are 2 more items in my shopping list that I haven't bought... Hope to buy them both tomorrow^^

All right... thats all for this post... I'll update again around this time tomorrow or the next morning....  Oh ya... congrats to Shaun and Jessica!!!  You guys look good together, hope you'll be happy together forever =)

PS: Shaun... we knew you like her for the past 5 months d la.....hahahhahahahaha
Booi booi!!!
Peace \/

Kram™

Valentines with a twist to it^^

YO!!!

Well, I'll be talking about two kinds of Valentines...

1st is the movie" Valentines Day" if you guys are planning to watch it in the near future, I strongly advise you all NOT TO GO... The movie really sucks it has no meaning at all. But then if you are just planning to see your stars in action, then go for it =) cuz they are plenty of them in it.

Alright, another Valentine story, this is what happen on the 14th this month. Well, it all started in the morning of Chinese New Year. It was a normal day for me actually until around noon when Samantha called and came up with a crazy idea... She told me that even though you are single you are still able to celebrate Valentine's Day. I was about to hang up on her as always because of her crap until I heard her plan. She had plan an outing for only our singles friend. The idea was we go out as couple just on that day and do like what other couples did. It sounds crazy, but then we are not going out with strangers we are going out with friends. So after calling up a few more friends, we had 8 of us. Samantha consider herself single cuz she had a quarrel with Mike aww so sad... hope you guys get back together soon. So the 4 "couples"  were Me and Samantha, Andrew and Natasha, Shaun and Jessica, and Edwin and Stephanie. We left to KL in Sean's car. Went to Sungai Wang and bough couple t-shirts... LoL

Personally I hate couple t-shirts but then, this is not real, so its OK with me...hahahahahaha.... It was fun we did exactly like what couples did. To be honest it was kind of crazy but it was just for a day. After shopping around the hold day we went back home for a rest and went out for dinner.

To sum all things up, it was definitely an unforgetful day and I will cherish the time we had with each other that day.

Our couple shirts^^ Threw it away the next day.. LoL



Alright, that's all for my post, got to go to Mid Valley now... will post another one tonight if i have time.
Booi booi!!!
Peace \/

Kram™

What happened

YO!!!

Well, the past 3 times I visit the doctor is either a clinic or a public hospital. My parents feel that its not good, so they decide to take me to Sunway Medical yesterday. Woke up quite early, because I never made an appointment. While waiting for my dad to get ready, I online for a while and I eventually got scolded.. lol

The time I reach was already like 8.30 or 9. I actually was put on a wheelchair, that really made me feel useless, I insisted on walking but I was disallowed by the nurses...swt... After registration, I was hungry, so headed to Starbucks for a cup of coffee and muffin^^  My number was 48, so I took my time la... when it was my time I went in alone. The doctor was a nice lady soft spoken and gentle... She was shock when she check my body temperature, it was only 34.5!!!  To be honest... I was shock myself...  I never get this low in my life before...

After asking a few question and checking here and there she told me that I was infected by a kind of virus and the blood vessel of the right side of my nose had already burst, at 1st I was like: Virus? Whao what is that? Sounds so cool...=.= Then only I realize that it was no laughing matter and I had to take it seriously of if the virus get worst it'll be fatal. Right now its only at the early stage so its still easy to cure but I still need to follow every steps from the doctor. I got like 5 types of medication and 2 types will make me drowsy.... awwww.....
I really hate this kind of medication, makes me feel like a dead person. Well I hope everything will be fine in this few days. Right now, I'm really feeling sleepy, looks like the medication is taking its toll =.= I'll post another one tonight if I can...

Booi booi!!!
Peace \/

Kram™

We call it life....

Wazzup!!!

Since my semester break started, theres not even a day I live without taking medication it all started with flu. Because of that, I can't carry on my daily activity as planned. I have to postponed my golf lessons till next semester break and I was disallowed on my go-karting practice At 1st I thought it'll go away so I delay my visit to the doctor and just visit a local pharmacist. But things turn out from bad to worst. The flu didn't went away and became worst, once in a while I cant even breath at night =(

Then came the body aches and lost of 2 senses taste and smell it really make me sad. My mum always cook for me and ask me if it tastes good but I'm unable to tell. This really hurts me... After Genting came the ear and throat infection. This was the most agonizing part. Lucky for this two, it only last 2 days. After that came the fever and my flu was not improving at all... In fact, every morning when I wake till I sleep, my nose will keep bleeding.

So far I've been to the hospital 3 times. tomorrow will be the 4th=(
All of a sudden, I really miss my good friends back in Penang, I don't know why, but I feel like I'm not going to see them again.

If I don't have the chance to meet you all again, I'll say it here.. You guys are the best and i really treasure the moments we had together. And if I have done anything wrong, please forgive me...

Oh ya... do u think I use "Wazzup" at the start is better Than "Yo"? Please let me know =)

To "You"

I hope you'll see this =)


I've been sitting here staring at the clock and my laptop
And I've been laying here praying, praying you won't chat with me
It's just another conversation between you and me
And you'll get it and be gone and I'll be crying


And I'll be begging you, baby, beg you not to leave
But I'll be left here waiting
With my Heart on my sleeve
For the next time we'll be here
Seems like a million years and I think I'm dying


What do I have to do to make you see
To make you understand me?


Why don't you stay, I'm down on my knees
I'm so tired of being lonely
Don't I give you what you need
When you leave me and go
There is one thing you should know
We don't have to live this way
Babe, why don't you stay


I can't take it any longer
And my will is getting weaker
And I think I know just what I have to do
I can't waste another minute
After all that I've put in it
I've given you my best
Why can't I get the best of you?

Year 1 Sem 2 sem break^^

YO!!!

My sem break actually started at end of January, but then i didn't post for a few reason:
A. Line Sucks
B. Seriously no time
C. No pictures to upload

Well. I hope all my friends and classmates will have a great time during their semester break.

Booi booi!!!
Peace \/


Kram™

To all my friends!!!!

What would you do if every time you fell in love with someone you had to say good-bye?
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What would you do if you loved someone more than anything else and you could never have them?

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Some people live and some people die.

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That I will always be here for you when and if you need me...

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If I died tomorrow, you would be in my heart forever.
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If you care about the person who sent this to you then you will send it back.
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Send this to all your friends...


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You might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next year, and don't want to talk at all the year after that.

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So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life.

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I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you.


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Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are,

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Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will.


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Remember, everyone needs a friend, someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all, just remember this e-mail and take comfort in knowing somebody out there cares about you and always will.


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I LIKE
MY FRIENDS ALWAYS &
FOREVER! ! !

Pause....

YO!!!

I wont update my blog till end of this month
Due to exam...

See ya soon ^^

Aza Aza Fighting!!!

Booi Booi!!!

Tata!!!

Titi!!!

Tutu!!!

KramKram™

Putting a full stop...

YO!!!

I guess most of you know why I never update my blog for quite some time already.

Well to be honest, I only settled it last night. All the pain, the misunderstanding and sadness is all gone!!! Right now I can only focus on my studies and then there will be a long long break for me to release all this pressure.

I would really like apologize to Rachael for the misunderstandings the pain I caused. Well its like you said, its the best for both of us, and in order to forget you I must 1st think that you no more exist in this world. Its not to say I don't want to see you ever again.. Its just temporally only... I swear once I finish my studies I'll come for you. That is a promise that I'll never break and you know it... But right now I think its better for us to go our separate life. Once I'll finish my diploma, I'll come...

I would like to also thank a few person that actually help me made me think properly. Rui Ling, AJ, Josephine and Ling Sean... Without you all especially Rui Ling and Ling Sean... I don't think I'll be able to continue life... My life is short, so there is no use to be sad... If I have to cry, then I had already done it... whats done is done!!! I wont look back at it anymore and I'll live my life to the fullest!!!

My exam is this Saturday, I had already started my revision, this semester, the subjects are a little bit tough compare to last semester...I'm going all out for this exam and after that it's semester break and that's the time I'll enjoy... I've already plan all my activities, mostly is Golfing, Karting and Genting!!! hahaha!!! Its gonna be fun...

Alright... that's all for this post... I'll update when I can... I'll post a few pics that what happen this few weeks...

Aza Aza Fighting!!!
Booi Booi!!!
Tata!!!

Titi!!!
Tutu!!!
KramKram™


My golf bag


My golf clubs^^


My karting helmet... aizz.. need to change visor again...


Went to the beach for a little chit chat after watching Avatar 3D with Miss Ngu^^


After beach went to Subaidah.. this was the only pic =.=


Went to Tropical Fruit Farm with AJ and Jie


Haha... AJ took alot of pics...


Took at Hutan Rimba... love that place


Avatar!!! Watched 3 times.
1time in 3D and 2 normal.


Celebrating New Year with my best friends!!!

OK la.. that's all I can think off right now...

Peace Off

Goodbye!!!

The last hug,
The last kiss,
The last "I love you",
The never ending tears =(
It's all over now,
but you'll remain in my heart forever!!!

The weekend~~

YO!!!

Its almost 1 A.M. now.... I suddenly got the mood to do a post now.... Basically it wont be long cuz I just got 3 days of story to write...

Alright I'll start on Saturday... I had to wake up early that day... I had 2 appointments 1 with my heart surgeon and another with a skin specialist. I actually got mix up with the appointments... I was supposed to meet up with the skin specialist first then only meet up with the heart surgeon but I eventually did the opposite... So once I see the skin specialist I rushed back to the heart surgeon to do my annual check-up... It seems that the whole of my valve had expand a bit... Which means more lost of blood lo... aizzz no wonder this few months don't really feel so good la... The doc said many things which I myself predicted will happen... To be honest I'm well prepared already. So if the time comes I don't mind.... After all, everyone has their time... Its just a matter of time only. If I can pass 30 I would be happy already =) To be honest, I think I;ll stop all my bad habbits as soon as I can... I promise to all of you guys!!!

OK... enough about that crap... After seeing the doctor, I went back to my hostel to take a few stuffs and meet up with Gina and Hui Pei... We discussed on this Wednesday's Christmas Party... instead of having it at Gina's house, we'll do it in the nearby garden. It would be fun^^ I was supposed to meet AJ later that afternoon, but then I got a call from my dad, he said that he need me to be back fast. So I cancel all of my plan and headed back home. When I reach home I realized no one was there except my bro...zzz... So I called my dad... And he told me that he just left KL.... aizzz... the way he talk to me on the phone was like he was already at home... Just because of that I actually canceled all my plans... When they arrived it was like 7 like that... We went to Tambun for dinner... It was in conjunction of my dad's birthday. The food there was so so so delicious. We really enjoyed it that night^^

The next day was quite relaxing and lay back... woke up at 10 spent almost in the bathroom dreaming =.=" then took lite breakfast and then started on my Drama assignment which until now is not complete yet... I actually spent the whole day in front of my laptop... aizz... dunno what's gonna happen to me... Felt a little bit dizzy around 4 something like that. So I went to bed and woke up at 8... After dinner I repeated the same process like morning till around 3 A.M then only headed to bead. The next morning I left to Penang around 9.30 and reach there just in time. After class my dad called me and told me that he had arranged Golfing lessons for me during the semester break....hahaha... Finally I can use those clubs in room... when I go back I'll dust and polish them^^ It should be fun I suppose... At night I had dinner at Vivian's hostel... They prepared 7 dishes... It was really a satisfying meal... We really enjoyed our self there. Tomorrow, Lay Hoon will be spending a night there... I supposed its gonna be fun^^

OK la.. that's all for my post tonight...Got to go back to hostel and sleep... Tomorrow its a 9AM class =/ hope I wont be late la..
Nitex all!!!

Aza Aza Fighting!!!
Booi Booi!!!
Tata!!!

Titi!!!
Tutu!!!
KramKram™

THE LIST Part 2...

YO!!!

Sorry for the delay ya... I got a few problems in finding a few of my friends picture... Now that is all here.. I can start... =)

#1

Walter Gomez... Even though your no more in this world, you will

forever be my number 1 friend

#2

Anthony

#3

Kelvin Lee

#4

Eggz

#5

Jie

#6

Tsen Lung

#7

KoK Chun

#8

Mu Chen

#9

Jia Liang

#10

Wei Sheng

Actually for guys you are all almost the same... makes it hard for me to decide, but that does not mean others are not special... same goes to the girls... OK.. thats all for this post... Got to finish my assignment...then maybe update another one...

Kram™